Welcome to the forum.
It seems I'm your antithesis. I worry that if humanity does not mature out of religion soon we are in danger of destroying our selves.
As or knowledge and understand of the universe around us grows so does our utilization of that knowledge - our technology. In a split second we can unleash more energy than has been produced by all the bombs in all the wars of human history. Yet, our progression in civility has not grown as exponentially.
Today we live in a world where Pro-Totalitarians (they call themselves pro-life, a disgusting offense of intellect) like the person who murdered Dr. Tiller in Kansas walk up to people who disagree with them, put a gun to their head, pull the trigger, and then go into court with the defense, "Only god has the right to take a life."
We do not apply second amendment rights to minors because they lack the ability to understand the responsibility of gun ownership. I fear that we make the same mistake daily, moving forward with research and technology that has the power to redefine humanity, while remaining in the bleak and childish social discourse of the dark ages brought about by the undeserved legitimacy that is given to religiosity every day.
You should be ashamed of harboring such fantasies, forsaking a greater understanding that can bring about necessary social progress.
Your situation is profound in it's irony. The prohibition of cannabis use goes hand in hand with the same superstitious and dogmatic framework of mind that manifests your belief in divinity and the supernatural.
The religions of the world do have much to teach us, though I suspect we both have this belief for different reasons. All religions work exactly the same way because they are all a manifestation of the same insecurities -- insecurities that we have a profoundly greater ability to reflect on in the 21st century.
The "spiritual potential" of cannabis is quite a dubious notion to entertain. Cannabis has psychoactive chemicals that effect the organ of the body which gives you your consciousness and identity. Every feeling you have, whether science can quantify it today or not, is a manifestation of physiological processes. I submit that if one can experience spirituality by altering their brain chemistry then one should seriously question where this feeling of spirituality comes from in the first place.
Though my post is strident in tone and intent, I welcome you none the less. We share more in common than you know.
